Today is so called my last day of holiday as the next three day will be in school learning to cook the dishes in amber. When I woke up today, I realised that my best friends went out without me, so from the moment, I think alot. I was feeling lonely and sad because they went out so happy and I was just being alone at home doing nothing and I was still thinking if someone would ask me to go out, but... 😧😞 Nope they didn't. So I was stay home post pictures in instagram and just look at their snapchat and continue to be sad and being lonely even though my sister is at home studying for her next day exam. Afternoon, I suddenly think of the Couple J's and they always no matter how busy they were will message me and entertain me. but now, is just gone.. no one are here to entertain me whenever I feel lonely. Why just someone understand how I feel??? 😔😔😔 Or is it I must entertain myself to make myself occupied by not thinking back all the memories.. I just wish to have memories eraser that can erase all the memories with the couple J's. Haizz. I shall not talk anymore.. The more I talk the more things will be in my brain... Last things, no one will ever know how stress am I in my family and friendships 😔😞
Goodnight readers 😊
